I hope this is just the substance withdrawals.

I'm constantly thinking about what I could do better and it's never good enough. I could relax but that just makes me feel lazy, or I could do something productive but all my options just feel useless. It's like some higher power is calling upon me to do something great and necessary and but I only have the capability of an amoeba. I'm just never good enough. I can't escape from this feeling. It itches and burns my soul.

Please tell me this will wear off along with the withdrawals.