Ok so no more than one drink a night from now on

I got really wasted and ended up lying on the floor crying for the whole stupid world last night.

I'm too old for that nonsense. I feel like an idiot.

I ate a big dinner in advance to help absorb it but it wasn't big enough I guess. I knew it was a mistake to drink a third cider when I was doing it but by then my inhibitions were lowered and I was like, "no one can tell me what to do!!"

Now I'm sipping water. I drank water last night too but I don't think it was enough.

I want thai food. The thai restaurant was packed last night so we ended up eating at the pub. I got to sit by the fish tank. They have a really nice tank. It's bioactive and the fish look really healthy.

Oh and this is like day 5 of no weed. Doing pretty good at that. I almost smoked yesterday then remembered, "oh wait I'm taking a break from that." So that's something.