2023 was a hard year. How is this year going

This year was hard. Being a Single mom with 2 kids under 3 years old. Got called a harasser for repeatedly asking for my money back. Abuser still alive. He is crazy for repeatedly punching me in the face and Police don't care that I almost died in 2021 and almost died this year by driving while tired at 3 am in October. Never get a break. Child Support filed, but no response yet. Lived at a Shelter for 10 months. Still no marriage. I thought I had someone and he stopped replying, but never blocked me and told me to stop texting him. People don't show they care about you.

Called retarded, ugly, slow, crazy this year.
I want compliments. Tired of being put down and left out