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I Never Had a First Kiss

So, I have never had a first kiss let alone a boyfriend. I sometimes really don't know why. I would say that I am not really ugly but at the same time I am not drop-dead gorgeous, modestly speaking, though people I know have called me beautiful before. Still, I don't know; sometimes I feel like a freak of nature since it has happened to almost "every other girl" and the chance seems to skip right over me,Inmy mid-teens, I had a strong feeling that it was going to happen because a guy and I liked each other but were too shy to say it. There were, I believe, a few close calls, but it never happened after all with him. I have read a lot of stories about girls who have had first kisses, and most have said that they are more on the side of horrible and awkward. I wish for my first to be a memorable experience with the right person. I just wish the right person would come right now, though I know that sounds childish. It is something I have literally dreamt of, and I don't know if and when those dreams will become a reality. I don't mean to complain, but I am tired of waiting, honestly. I just want to be taken into a young man's arms and feel desired and wanted, but in a good way, as if I have a life and am seen as beautiful to someone who cares about me as I would about him. I guess I'll have to hope and pray for that time. For those who have not had their first kiss and have waited just about all their teenage years, you're not alone. :)
EvilEmily · F
its not a race... there is so much time, and eventually it will happen
You have to get past all the toads first, before encountering your prince, young lady. Be patient...everything in due season. :)
eftelingrose · 26-30, F
Here is an update: I have had my first kiss... it happened in February of this year! :)
JP1119 · 36-40, M
@eftelingrose Congrats! Was it on Valentines Day?
eftelingrose · 26-30, F
Thank you! No, sadly. It was earlier in the month that year, but the whole thing ended pretty sadly, though, a long time ago. I will either find someone else, or be the one love in my life. I have realised that a lot of people in this world have gone through heartbreak, and so, I am in pretty good company. I can still extend my love to family and friends, for instance, just as we should all be free to do. Thank you again for your congratulations. I hope that you have been all right in these challenging times! :) @JP1119
SW-User
I haven't experienced any of this either. I just have to push myself to not worry too much about it and believe that it'll happen someday with the right person. It's best to not freak out and disappoint yourself over it. A lot of people have told me that I just need to let go and let it happen when it's "the right time".
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MrAverage1965 · 61-69, M
It's been a while since you posted this. Have you had your first kiss yet?
eftelingrose · 26-30, F
@MrAverage1965 Umm... no. Still waiting. 😟
MrAverage1965 · 61-69, M
I am sure it will happen eventually from the way you describe yourself you sound cute.
eftelingrose · 26-30, F
@MrAverage1965 Thank you! I am glad that I sound cute.
JP1119 · 36-40, M
I've waited all my teenage years and just about all my twenties!
eftelingrose · 26-30, F
@JP1119: Wow! I give you a lot of credit to wait that long! If you have already had it, I hope that it was everything you dreamed it would be; but if not, I hope that you have it with the right person at the right time! Best of luck to you!
JP1119 · 36-40, M
@eftelingrose: Thanks!
Visaic · 31-35, M
Sometimes it just takes a little longer. You'll find him, or he you. :)
Waxfoot · 56-60, M
it will all happen in time
Simplegirlstory · 31-35, F

 
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