I was thinking of a Goddess because in 2021 I was very lustful being celibate and having seen penises in three occasions.

I was thinking of a Virgin Goddess as a Song by Zoom called tears of time played. As I walked outside and the weather felt amazing. Then I was beside my gray Altima and this portal open were a Real Goddess was serenading and her voice will hit my body from left and right. I was Hypnotized that was beautiful. Then I thought of God surely I worship a Goddess who a virgin but I came back to God. Six months later I thought of her but that time I was thinking of that day and her I had a nightmare and I screamed.