I think I'm just going to cancel and then delete everything promptly afterwards. I've decided I don't want to go on the date saturday anymore.

I've put more thought into it and have decided I'm just not good enough and probably won't be for a very long time. I'm just going to say it's nothing against him per usual I'm the problem and that I wish him luck.

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Adogslife · 61-69, M

So, pretend it’s a pity party. Then you can go and it’ll be awesome!

Neither depression nor self doubt were ever cured by sitting home alone. Never.

Life only gets fun when you take some risk. Nature has a way of filling voids - water finds its level, ying and yang, etc. Whatever. It’s real, but you have to participate. You have to try. Success comes with just putting one foot in front of the other. Not trying is the only failure.

If you don’t go, two days are ruined. Every other outcome is better. That’s why you go.

So go. ❤