@LoneWolf17:
I get it. By nature, I'm a recluse, I hate going out. However, when you have enough pent up frustrations of not having meaningful connections, you have to make a change.
Even online friends are fine, but you have to be confident about it and you have to make meaningful friendships.
For myself, I have a huge network of online friends and I've met most of them. I've experience love, death and great friendships via online friendships and I don't think any of them would've made much of a difference to me had I not met them... but because I have, it's much more meaningful.