A month or so ago I was trying to date and get "out there".

Now I'm repulsed by the whole thought and so happy to be alone. I look at loving relationships as something beautiful, passing like a sunset.

I'm not heartbroken, butthurt, longing or lonely.

I am just, satisfied by life itself.

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IamBack · 31-35, M

I do hope you genuinely feel like that coz each time I say to myself I’m done with trying, I try again and end up being hurt and convincing myself that I’m not hurt and I’m done looking

I’m grateful for what I have now and enjoying my peace until further notice I guess 🤷🏻‍♂

MarbleMarvel

@IamBack I know what you mean. I did that back and forth for many, many years. It's different now. I'm not trying to convince myself of anything, I have no longing, just a feeling of- maybe it'll happen to me one day. And I am SO happy for the space that I feel. My joy and creativity are coming back. The bad days are less and less. I'm highly content 😌

I wish the same for you. Seems like perhaps you are there or close.