After a while... you just grown numb to being lonely.

Then you realize it ain't so bad after all. I choose to be lonely, after all it just seems to be the best thing for me. I mean why does it always have all about sex lust or beauty? Why can't it be about someone who has a true heart? And why does nobody have a heart anymore? I wouldn't think that I was asking for too much but apparently I am. Everyone acts like they have this wonderful heart but soon time usually reveals the truth. I always thought the heart was what made everybody beautiful but I guess I'm just a weirdo.