I feel alone,isolated and like I’m not good enough

I been feeling a lot things recently.I went through a horrible break up,I feel so hurt and at the same time like I will never be good enough or ever the one the girl wants in the end.

I just wish for once if there’s two guys that I will be the one she loves more or better yet that I’m the only one she wants.

Right now I would give anything just to feel how I did before all of this.Even if it’s just for tonight.I hate this feeling and it keeps getting worse.

Sorry for rambling and not making any sense.Im just hurting so much and I don’t know what to do.