If i was thin and beautiful maybe then id finally have someone.

@Randie I dont think there is someone for me

I am sorry but you are wrong unless thats the way you want to be. There is always someone out there for everyone!

@LadyGrace I won't settle either

I am sorry it has worked out that way for you. When I was young I had no confidence in my self. Im no model myself and had weight problems up and down my whole life. I was introduced to my wife by a friend who thought he was goofing on both of us. We have been married 37 years now. She is the mother of my three children, grandmother to my 8 grandchildren and now my caregiver. Even though I told her she could leave me with no hard feelings she continues to stay with me. She has had to take on much more due to my multiple strokes and heart problems. Before that I was the principal bread winner but never discouraged her from working or pushed her to work. She raised three wonderful children while I worked (for many years by herself as I traveled for a living).

We will be together until the end.

@Randie Wow. That is really something. What a great person. Very rare, indeed. I'm so sorry you're sick. I really hate that. Would you mind if I keep you in my daily prayers?

@LadyGrace No problem, I appreciate that. I don't feel sorry for myself as I did alot stupid things when was younger and did not take care of myself. We pay for those things when we get older.

@Randie Hugs. We sure do.