shimmeringrose

I'm interested in the lifestyle 24/7, in the personal growth of both myself and my Sir, in supporting my Sir emotionally and logically, and in reasonable discipline. If I was to connect with the type of Sir I'm seeking, then I would never be happier, because that is a dream come true. The most important things to me are openness and honesty, because it's difficult to know how to communicate otherwise. It's difficult to put my deep thoughts into normal words that everyone can understand.

I hope to meet an intelligent Sir who can understand what I'm saying and understand who I am. Maybe someone will refrain from telling me how he will pleasure me as if I'm interested in that, because I am not and it literally both bores me and turns me off. What excites me is HIM, his dominant energy, his control, his desires, his discipline. I am interested in myself only as I relate and communicate with him. I want to be important to him, because I want his attention and I want him to care about and encourage my personal growth. I can be as sexual as he needs, because I tend to match his energy. I've been informed that I'm always wet and get wetter very easily. I already know that, but I appreciate the confirmation. Any foreplay can be his choice as I have zero need for it at all, because my default state is just plain ready.

I am the lead person at work. I have my own car. I am pursuing a higher education. I like intelligent people who can teach me something. I soak up all the learning that I can get. I'm an auditory learner and so voice is important. I know that it is not about me, I'm not self absorbed.. I can't answer how my weekend or holiday was. I was once a happy office assistant, but the boss quit and now I am the office Manager.. No guidance, no personal stories of wisdom, no one to serve. I am uncomfortable.

intelligence: above average
humor: clean, sarcastic, common sense
ambition: high
street sense: sheltered
criminal background: no arrests

After a relationship ends, one needs to manage the self. Either that one deserves better or needs to BE better. I am one that works on both. It doesn't matter that I deserve better, because I can't control others. I can and do find my faults and am becoming better than I was.

I can be.. 🎶anything you want, anything you need, anything you so desire.🎼

I like it honest, I like it blunt, I like it upfront.. hardcore. (I'm actually a wuss .. don't hurt me.)

No matter where I am, my favorite place is on my knees before him. Please.. Please allow me this.. I belong with him. Are you him?