I'm probably going to hell?

Father what was I born to begin with is bets not be born than to suffer in hell for eternity. You know I had no where to go I can't find a decent job, I have no friends, I'm virgin I have no helper. Father why have you forsaken why didn't you open a door for my escape. Why did you make me weak. Who is fault here me or you? It's me for having little trust in you. It's me for being disobient but why do I need to suffer why was I born?

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REMsleep · 41-45, F

Don't think negatively. Do not compare yourself to others.
Just as some people are born without hands or with cerebral palsy you have maybe some brain imbalances.
I know its easy to feel this way but you write and express yourself very clearly.

QueenandCrown · 41-45, F

@REMsleep Unfortunately in our society we are trained to see when something is taken from us or is not going our way we deem it as something negative. Anytime we crave for things that isn't a good fit for us, life has a way of moving it out of our pathways.
Until we are conscious enough to notice the signs then we can head in the direction we need to be going.

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QueenandCrown · 41-45, F

@Lifeismystery Then use your life experiences to strengthen your weaknesses.

REMsleep · 41-45, F

@QueenandCrown Yes, Society is toxic. We must go our own path which means disengaging from the world sometimes at least to some degree so that we can see clearly. Also for me this means seeking spiritual guidance from The Most High.

REMsleep · 41-45, F

@Lifeismystery Your thinking seems to always steer towards the negative side. My brother please take a moment and think of where this will lead you.
You will find what you seek. Seek negative and you will find it.