I Think Too Much

No one will ever replace you. I won't allow it. I rather maintain the empty void of your place than fill it with another whom i will always compare to you. ..i will never fall in love again. Never. I remain yours, faithfully and hopelessly.

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MeTooxMaxPain · 41-45, M

I'm barely making it, boldtimer. I've been trying to focus on God instead and accept that everyone has their lot in life and I don't neccessarily get to share in it. It hurts when you've invested so much time and emotion, failing to understand that Fate governs life and your dreams and desires have no influence. It hurts when you were the one pillar in their life and upon separation, they fell apart and either doesn't know how to fix things or is just unmotivated to do so. Hurts within hurts. Right now I watch, i hope and i pray