I am glad that you do not care about being fat. I am sure you are beautifully shaped now as you were then. My daughter felt the same she is now working on herself after having her third baby. she is beautiful a swell she grew up thinking she was fat because all of her friends were really thin. Now she has that look back and relaize that she was not fat. I need to work on myself my weight has gotten out of control. I am learning to love myself as well.