Well i've gotten to the point where i can talk about how i feel without being afraid of sounding desperate or clingy and like someone will leave me...

Because of that.

I guess i realized that i get left either way. Clingy or distant. I expect you to leave me so i'm not gonna play these exhausing mental games with ppl anymore, thinking i'll never be left if i'm strategic. I welcome it now, how long are you checking in for? Just remember to leave by 11am checkout time, and enjoy your temporary stay 🙂