my night nurse

i wouldnt say anymore i dont like shawna - i used to dislike her becuz of her personality - shes gotten [u][i]way[/i][/u] better - but theres a lingering exhaustion about her. its not like im getting depressed with more days of having my own control of staying up or dont want them anymore - im bored with shawna. she is draining becuz her personality is neurotic and its becuz of that one thing that i dont like her coming. i like how shawna leaves me alone cuz thats my personality - quiet and apathetic - but when shes in my room i feel very serious energy and thats.......its not like i have a problem calling her - i just like having someone that at least makes it a feel good vibe even coming in