Most nights I stay up late wondering if I'm enough for this world.for my kids , I wonder if I've made the right choices in life and if I'm enough for anyone . It eats me up mentally and emotionally
It's not good to be having such thoughts.. are you not on good terms with your wife that you are so withdrawn and detached from your reality? Because you seem blue and sad.. btw have you ever been to bradenton florida? You name reminds me of this one dude with curly blond hair back in the 90's there..