I'm welcoming that disgust feeling...

I finally reached the breaking point with that guy.

I'm not mad or sad. There's no tears, no anxiety, it's just gross that someone thinks they can hurt people and then rage at them for being hurt.

It's psycho actually.

I'm by far better off alone than around someone like that.

I finally woke up.

And now I'm excited to take better care of myself, my life and see what's next.