My audiobook fanaticism is CRUMBLING
It's just gonna be part of what I spend time with. I must spend more time learning about what's going on, and all of the history leading up to the present, which is the interesting part.
I might post about some things some times, like last one, let it be known that I never before really knew how to talk about such things, I leave out loaded words most of the time because I wouldn't know how to keep talking about it with others.
irl it can be illustrated by how I handle phone calls, if I don't understand what they're saying or they're asking me something I don't know the answer to I panic, I've even screamed and hung up.
It's a little like that if anyone would see fit to waste their time in thinking they could be in a worthwhile dialogue with me on such things.
But this is a small but intentional move towards potentially being that kind of person.
The information must come in waves, and much info overlapping, with many points being expressed identically just to find those moments where it's so different it makes you think of it all differently.
And with each thing, I mean when each thing is thought upon, everything else adjusts with that, so it's always in fluctuations of approximating things.
I like to think i'm drawn to pretty good sources, and i'm exploring, much to still explore, and it will take a little time to reach a stage which I will call here the saturation point.
As it is, most of what swims in my head is a mish mash with a lot of things in the aesthetic realm, it's the aesthetic realm which I must not place such a tantamount importance on, because it's not that needed.
There's a spike of concern which I desire to delve into, first for myself mostly, and slight sharing to practice talking about it all.
Saturation point for me will take anywhere between 2 weeks and 2 months. At which time it'll be overflowing, and sentences you'd never think i'd say would be spilling out.
I might post about some things some times, like last one, let it be known that I never before really knew how to talk about such things, I leave out loaded words most of the time because I wouldn't know how to keep talking about it with others.
irl it can be illustrated by how I handle phone calls, if I don't understand what they're saying or they're asking me something I don't know the answer to I panic, I've even screamed and hung up.
It's a little like that if anyone would see fit to waste their time in thinking they could be in a worthwhile dialogue with me on such things.
But this is a small but intentional move towards potentially being that kind of person.
The information must come in waves, and much info overlapping, with many points being expressed identically just to find those moments where it's so different it makes you think of it all differently.
And with each thing, I mean when each thing is thought upon, everything else adjusts with that, so it's always in fluctuations of approximating things.
I like to think i'm drawn to pretty good sources, and i'm exploring, much to still explore, and it will take a little time to reach a stage which I will call here the saturation point.
As it is, most of what swims in my head is a mish mash with a lot of things in the aesthetic realm, it's the aesthetic realm which I must not place such a tantamount importance on, because it's not that needed.
There's a spike of concern which I desire to delve into, first for myself mostly, and slight sharing to practice talking about it all.
Saturation point for me will take anywhere between 2 weeks and 2 months. At which time it'll be overflowing, and sentences you'd never think i'd say would be spilling out.
46-50, M