I want to settle down but at the same time, I want to explore. I'm getting old, I know.

Nothing wrong with settling down with the right person. Until then explore until you find the person you want to with. It can be said about a lot of things in life. At the end of the day you need to be happy

There'd be nothing worse than settling with the wrong person.
Especially if you have unfulfilled ambition burning away in the background.

Go and explore.
Fulfill your curiosity.
Who knows. You may even meet your ideal partner along the way.

I love exploring too.