I Am a Sensitive Person
It can be a good thing, being sensitive and emphatic. But sometimes it sucks.
you know sometimes you enter some space: cafe, restaurant, livingroom of your grandparents, gym, hospital room... all those places have some athmosphere/vibe
The same is with people and I can not explain why but some people get really good vibes and something positive, I want to be around them for a while.
Some people give me this sad feeling, they feel like empty dark room and give me the feeling I can not do anything for them
Some people feel like complete chaos, sometimes funny chaos but they take so much energy, because everything is everywhere and I keep searching in the room for what was it that I was looking for?
Some people just feel cold, in box, driven by system or something else I dont even know what, comparing all the time, consuming everything and everyone they need (in a human logical way), thinking how to fix and become better .. they are ok when they chill a bit, but than their soul start to wonder and that hurts so they push it away and go back to their goals and religions.
Those system people are to me sometimes hard to resist
I often mirror them and than it takes me time to realize who am I again? Why am I even thinking like this? Is this really important to me?
I laugh at myself at that point. And feel relief because I remember who I am.
you know sometimes you enter some space: cafe, restaurant, livingroom of your grandparents, gym, hospital room... all those places have some athmosphere/vibe
The same is with people and I can not explain why but some people get really good vibes and something positive, I want to be around them for a while.
Some people give me this sad feeling, they feel like empty dark room and give me the feeling I can not do anything for them
Some people feel like complete chaos, sometimes funny chaos but they take so much energy, because everything is everywhere and I keep searching in the room for what was it that I was looking for?
Some people just feel cold, in box, driven by system or something else I dont even know what, comparing all the time, consuming everything and everyone they need (in a human logical way), thinking how to fix and become better .. they are ok when they chill a bit, but than their soul start to wonder and that hurts so they push it away and go back to their goals and religions.
Those system people are to me sometimes hard to resist
I often mirror them and than it takes me time to realize who am I again? Why am I even thinking like this? Is this really important to me?
I laugh at myself at that point. And feel relief because I remember who I am.
