I Am a Sensitive Person

Over sensitive and over sentimental as ef... yesterday I cried all of a sudden cause I couldn't take it anymore...I was so depressed I couldn't eat or study for the first time in my life...I have never been that affected...I mean yes I was when my grandmother died last year...but this is depression where as that was sadness...

I'm going to miss school..I spent 16 years of 18 years of my life here...for literally longer than I remember..since the beginning of the 21st century to be more precise.. everything that I experienced in life so far happened while I was here...outgrowing the ability to enter that place is really depressing..

I started writing a song yesterday morning...I was on a call with my bestfriend for hours after I broke down in tears...spoke to a counselor..all in one day trying to deal with it..

Its different for me..I had no permanent home...this place was my constant place..I kept walking through those gates all my life...95% of my happy memories are from school... I'm going to miss the system and everything...

Thank god for the PPA..but thats just too old