So only recently since I have had my mind set on study, and a potential career plan..I haven't been as sensitive to other people, the world around me. I do still notice little things, it's whether or not it plays with my mind. Like when I recently posted about introvert and extrovert personality types..there's traits?..I have heard people call me "The quiet one". And just the other day, I was told something I found funny. Someone said "It must be really funny if it makes you laugh!". All along I was thinking I was boring, perhaps?. But I had a deep conversation with someone, a great connection last night. They asked me what I thought they fit into?. And I said "Honestly?, Introvert?".It wasn't difficult to tell. Us both chatting one to one, smaller gathering, depth in chat. I raised the point of dopamine being produced in the brain in extroverts. By socialising, they're gaining this energy through this. Whereas I understood that this person would be feeling the energy from within, more personal, a sense of meaning..that being in small, engaging, and quiet chats certainly doesn't look like there's any energy there in comparison to all the physical energy between the louder ones shouting, screaming and dancing on the floor. The energy coming across more physical and its all visual, looks like us introverts are lacking energy...but when I spoke to her about dopamine being produced, I was talking about there being about as much here as there is up on the floor. I suppose its how we gain energy, and how they gain energy..however, from time to time solitude is a choice made naturally, not because you're not worthy,...Should you choose to fit in however?..you might not gain any dopamine (energy) if its not for you, ..you're feeling overwhelmed.....being introverted, and watching the way different people act?, I thought to begin with, that I did contribute in a way?, and that I wasn't as quiet as I seem?...but for people at the opposite end of the scale who think I am..."the quiet one"...My personal life is my own wonder, it's my energy...and a different outlook on how people may perceive me. They're just different people. If extroverts outnumber introverts in the everyday, then eventually one comes along and connects with you...I can let that moment take its place naturally x
