I'll always come off as the weak one! The easy target! Because I'm quiet?, introverted? But more so...because I'm different. That is not just because of the differences alone But because the differences have me standing alone. Others may feel a charge, a force within their groups. And should I retaliate, its guaranteed they'll have more backup than I will, but???......Standing alone..as an introvert is it by exclusion?..or by choice??.
Peoples perceptions of the quiet and (so called weak??)..It may never be visible how strong they actually are!. My quest for solitude, (but not constantly!) is still just as special to me as I turn to my creativity and imagination. But! When out, at work for instance or public, I could come across as quiet and weak. And not that I don't joke, or have a personality from time to time. But define introvert, and extrovert!. To them who target people because they seem gentle. Well?, I have an enemy now!, because he completely regretted it!!!..Suspended!, and I'm in the clear..... But, no doubt I'm stronger than people think, tackling epileptic seizures in my stride, and discrimination against my identity as a transwoman as I work at the front desk at work, and tbh even ,how would I put it??, (indirect discrimination 🤔, sort of offensive without even knowing from workers)...but I don't really care anymore!, I've tackled soo much, so many surgeries on my journey, some that have went wrong, causing me to spend nights in a ventilator having lost lots of blood, and soo many back and forward trips...
I've also stood up to what managers have said, and corrected them with what their policy says...not like I don't have a wall to lean against either...in my first few months, I achieved awards for my service and I'm one of the top at the front end....so they can call me weak xx...quiet but fearless
