Is there someone who has a mysterious hold on you?

Yes, unfortunately.

Yes, I don't even know if I like it or not. The person both repulses and attracts me. It's freaking confusing and annoying but also fun at the same time.

How do u keep yourself from clinging to him?

I don't like anyone having that kind of control over me

Yeah

Yes

None that I can think of. Yet few are really impressive to me.

We are all human and must all do a lot of similar things.

You might hint something though to this person. Nothing crazy though.

Its a total fucking pain in the ass tbh.. it feels like a strange sub atomic, planetary, fark mattrr, or gravity type thing. The brain just is useless to do anything about it.