is it wrong to be uptight with people
usually when i go out in public, people easily get on my nerves and get me feeling 'uptight'....plus i suffer an anxiety disorders so usually feel nervous and on edge around people..
plus i don't like seeing other people happy and laughing, grinning around me, it annoys me....because i feel like people are conveying the message that ' i can't have what they have' or they are laughing and happy at my unease and discomfort?
i'm just a man in my 40s who has no relationships, i only have my parents for support, they live far, and i have personality disorders and anxiety disorders.....i am bitter that i never found relationships in my life, even though i am quiet and reserved.
plus i don't like seeing other people happy and laughing, grinning around me, it annoys me....because i feel like people are conveying the message that ' i can't have what they have' or they are laughing and happy at my unease and discomfort?
i'm just a man in my 40s who has no relationships, i only have my parents for support, they live far, and i have personality disorders and anxiety disorders.....i am bitter that i never found relationships in my life, even though i am quiet and reserved.