I didn’t have respect or discipline
I didn’t have respect for my possessions, my family, or even my self.
I wondered why my life went spiraling down into chaos and it seemed to me like I was a piece of shit.
Because from the outside looking in, it looked that way. It took me to hit rock bottom, losing just about everything in order for me to again have some form of Order in my life.
Yes im sinister also, yes I lust also, yes im a nasty carnal individual at times. That’s the beast that I also am. 666. The Dark matter that so evident in my material form.
But… the Light. that spark. The Christ in My Heart. the Holy Spirit of Wisdom and the grace saved me. Saved me from my self. Gave me strength to turn away from wickedness, ignorance, laziness and pridefulness.
God is Good. All the Glory goes to the Most High.
I wondered why my life went spiraling down into chaos and it seemed to me like I was a piece of shit.
Because from the outside looking in, it looked that way. It took me to hit rock bottom, losing just about everything in order for me to again have some form of Order in my life.
Yes im sinister also, yes I lust also, yes im a nasty carnal individual at times. That’s the beast that I also am. 666. The Dark matter that so evident in my material form.
But… the Light. that spark. The Christ in My Heart. the Holy Spirit of Wisdom and the grace saved me. Saved me from my self. Gave me strength to turn away from wickedness, ignorance, laziness and pridefulness.
God is Good. All the Glory goes to the Most High.
36-40, M
