Always do this.

[c=#7700B2]I'm forever telling people I'm ok when deep down, I'm dying inside. I'm mostly like this with my nan. I always act like I'm ok around her when in reality, I'm far from ok. I'm like this because I don't want to worry her. I always used to worry her with my mental health and now she thinks I'm stable and that's how I like it. I hate worrying her and other people. I tell other people I'm ok because otherwise I'm worried they'll brand me as an attention seeker. I opened up to two cousins of mine and they fell out with me calling me an attention seeker and that no one cares about my problems so I've stopped opening up and simply say I'm ok when people ask me. Saves hassle then. [/c]