Almost always

I don't know if this is true for others or not but I don't remember the last time I shared how I truly felt with anyone. Everytime somebody asks me how i am i just respond im okay to stop the conversation. I have friends, I have a girlfriend but even when they ask, I reply I'm okay, when inside I'm battling so much. I did try sharing a few times. But Everytime They misunderstood and gave judgemental opinions. So I've just stopped now. I have recently downloaded a couple of apps to help me get better. It's strange that I am comfortable sharing how I feel with an app rather than a closed one. Maybe because the app doesn't judge. Maybe because the app doesn't change its behaviour after I share my struggles. Maybe because I've lost faith in all people and talking to a non-human doesn't seem so weird now. I still wish I could share what I feel with someone.