I Sometimes Say Im Okay, Even When I'm Not

[u]Am I Ok?[/u]

“Why do you care?
Why can’t you let me be?
Stop helping me!
Stop worrying about me!
I’M FINE OK!
DON’T WORRY, I’LL BE OK!”

Those words I keep saying over & over, but the question remains… AM I?
On the outside, I can smile to everyone & pretend that I’m ok, but am I really?
Is my heart still beating inside my chest?
Have the pieces of this broken heart not cut into my soul?
It’s easy to say let go, but how do you let go of something you’ve been hanging onto forever?
How can I trust you, when you might hurt me the same way he did!