I Sometimes Say Im Okay, Even When I'm Not
What do you call this ...
This feeling of wanting to be alone, wanting to shut everyone out because of being so hurt so much.
It happens over & over again, the hurt.
It starts to take control of you, what do you do?
You realise how people don't take your feelings into consideration at all, once they hurt you ... you put up this wall & start feeling scared to let it down for anyone because you know within yourself... if you let that wall down for a moment, it's gonna hurt you for a life time.
The pain becomes unbearable. Being hurt by someone you love is one of the worst feelings to come across.
One day .. someone comes along & eventually you let down your wall completely .. thinking nothing of it, that person hurts you & instantly your wall is back up. That someone apologises but for you, that wall is still going to be up there because it makes you feel safe.
My Wall makes me feel safe, I never want to let it down.
This feeling of wanting to be alone, wanting to shut everyone out because of being so hurt so much.
It happens over & over again, the hurt.
It starts to take control of you, what do you do?
You realise how people don't take your feelings into consideration at all, once they hurt you ... you put up this wall & start feeling scared to let it down for anyone because you know within yourself... if you let that wall down for a moment, it's gonna hurt you for a life time.
The pain becomes unbearable. Being hurt by someone you love is one of the worst feelings to come across.
One day .. someone comes along & eventually you let down your wall completely .. thinking nothing of it, that person hurts you & instantly your wall is back up. That someone apologises but for you, that wall is still going to be up there because it makes you feel safe.
My Wall makes me feel safe, I never want to let it down.
26-30, F
