I Sometimes Say Im Okay, Even When I'm Not

No your not ok. You are just lying to yourself. You can deny it and that is fine but i am sure that you know i am right. Nobody is ok. Everyone is worthless in their own way and you should take solace in that. You are not alone. Everyone is a shadow of everyone else and only a few can overcome that shadow. Self-imposed exile is not a good choice for you to make. The world may be cruel now but I am sure that maybe one day, you could be one of the people working in the light so that you can change the world. If you do not agree, then that choice is yours to make.

Listen... One of my best friends, a year ago, thought exactly like you but he tried to commit suicide... I didn't know anything cause we live in different places... Fortunately, his mom found him and everything was ok. When I went to visit him this summer, he explained everything and I started crying... I wanted to kill him... I was so angry cause he didn't think of people like me who absolutely love him cause he was too closed... So please, try to stay strong... And if you ever need to talk I'm here like other people told you. Even if we don't know each other I'll be here....

I hope you feel better. I know how it is, trust me. But if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here for you. Stay strong!:)

stay strong..........