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MyPathOfTotality I have been on meds ,have them taken away
and that is why no one will operate on me anymore ,my scars turn into Keloid's
They keep growing and they have veins in them so they can't be removed without causing new ones ,the one from my surgery has grown around and crushing 200 nerves ,my legs are never out of pain
Where they took part of my spine out ,my body just filled the voids with spurs ,they say one is huge and looks like a sand spur
the 12 discs are so destroyed they wont hold any dye
I was a little over 6 foot ,now I am 5'9
I also have a bad heart and a collapsed lung and the fatty liver too
but they said I would be in a chair no later then 45 .I am almost 61
they said I would never do construction again ,I built housed for 10 more years (but I couldn't just stand in one place and preform ,a 16 lb guitar would take me to my knees after about an hour ,so they was right that my rock star days was over ,but I have defied all the boundaries they set
I am actually rebuilding a house now ,,but I couldn't with out pain pills
I take oxycodone plain ,so it does not further damage my liver
They once had me on more meds then a cancer patient
I am the one that cut it back to only 30 mg a day
I was on 30 mg of oxycontin 4 times a day ,morphine and methadone
I am the one that wanted it cut back ,I hope to be around to see my 11 yr old son graduate ,at the rate I was going ,I wouldn't have been
My disease is aggressive ,but doctors already said I was done one time
I say I am not done until my maker says I am
but I am also in a lot of pain ,even with the meds