I Took A Random Selfie

just thought I would write a thread out apologising to several people here for the last time I was fully active here close to a week ago. I wasn't in the best frame of mind so to speak and I didn't mean to take it out on anyone.
Depression totally sucks and while I always feel it, at certain times it hits me like a bus in a instant and takes it to a whole other level and I am not good around anyone and shouldn't really socialise because I am a nightmare during those times and yeah I am really sorry to the few people here who I guess had to experience that.
The people I am talking of I am certain know who they are.
I previously wrote another thread also about if people comment I will share a secret about them and I deleted it a bit ago due to feeling like I let people down with it by being completely slack with it and not replying to half the replies. So I also apologise to the people I didn't get back too..

A few of the people I mentioned first asked for a selfie and well I don't normally take selfies on request, I thought I would in this case as a way of apology.. take in mind the pic is nothing special and well a apology for others who see it, lol it was asked for and well some are suckers for punishment I suppose, so here is me 🤮

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TopCat

Hi Plumbob :) don't worry, depression does totally suck and you probably weren't nearly as bad as you thought you were :)

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

@TopCat thanks, depression does suck but I shouldn't use it as some excuse. I don't want to come off as mean to anyone and to a few people I am sure I did

TopCat

@PlumBerries I know what you mean (I'm in that camp too at times) but I'm sure you were lovely and bubbly as always 🤗

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

thankyou and sorry t=you go through it at times.. but yeah I certainly was not lovely or bubbly.. When I am like that, I really need to stay offline

TopCat

@PlumBerries it's OK, I'm sure it's mainly in your head. Yeah I lock myself in my flat and even work from home to avoid lashing out at people

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

I wish it was just in my head. I actually get told not to come into work during those days, its that bad.. I just can hardly function and yeah its not fun..

you got the right idea though

TopCat

@PlumBerries oh I'm sorry :( you can always PM me to get it out of your system on bad days :) do you have anything you do that helps?

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

thanks, all good though. it is what it is. I just stay in bed for a couple days till I start feeling better

TopCat

@PlumBerries Ok well it's an open offer :)

PlumBerries · 31-35, F

thankyou 🤗
same to you

TopCat

@PlumBerries 🤗