I Am Not Who They Think I Am

@mathsman Oh yes it is very... but it makes for a wonderful journey..

@Lynb1960 You're right
Keep focused

@mathsman Absolutely...

Thank you.

@Lynb1960 If that photo is your goal WOW

@mathsman Oh indeed.. WOW... If only I could turn back time..

@Lynb1960 Live for now 😀
Live in the now

@mathsman I do and I am... My life is great... couldnt be more grateful if i tried.

@Lynb1960 But you said
"If only I could turn back time.."

@mathsman Yes to be that young again... doesnt make me less grateful for where i am now and what i have achieved in both my personal and spiritual life.

@Lynb1960 And would you want to know what you know now?

@mathsman Oh definitely... I wouldnt change a thing, but I would certainly have more fun with it...

@Lynb1960 A kind of double perspective
But I'd want a few changes

@mathsman No not at all... Although my past was a hard one, it was given to me to build on to make me a better person... to enable me to understand posts like this one.

@Lynb1960 Hmm, what's to understand ?

@mathsman Strange as it may seem to you, there is a lot about my own personal change that i have absolutely no understanding of or why its happening.. i just know that it is... and I know that it is all for the better, it helps me to navigate my way through life as it is now..

@Lynb1960 Are you understanding this post?

@mathsman Hahaha... Yes i think so.. I hope so..

@Lynb1960 Was it a challenge?

@mathsman What? The transformation or the understanding?

@Lynb1960 Both

Hahaha... Yes..

@Lynb1960 Have you transformed?

@mathsman No I dont think we ever do completely while we remain living in our given bodies... We complete our present transformation only when our bodies die.. My opinion only...

@Lynb1960 But doesn't everyone transform continually but at different rates