What terrifies you deep in the night that doesn’t bug you in the day?

Preparing for the next death in the family.

Aug 2. my roommate/landlord/brother that I only met 3 1/2 years ago died. On Aug 9 I am the one that started the investigation to find out who has Jerry???
I couldn't make this shit up. So this nightmare is my truth.

Aug. 11 my brother comes into the room and informs me that one of our best friends died on the table during heart surgery.

Aug. 12 my former best friend and her dude came to the house and sat with me and I talked and cried and made just the beginnings of a plan on how I was gonna do this. Before they would leave me that night, she would inform me that our cousin killed himself back in July. I am just now finding out about this 3 weeks later!

My brother, who has moved in with me and hasn't left my side, but to go to work, told me that he has congestive heart failure and his heart is working at about 32%.

These fuckers are just racing each other outta here!