I Am Weird At Times

Something I'm weird about is dishes. I won't use a cup if it doesn't smell clean or has left over soap or marks. I only like to use plastic throw away cups. I also don't like silverware. I'm always afraid there is still germs on it or it's not clean enough. I also like to use plastic silverware. I don't know why I'm like this but I am. Whenever I make my boyfriend get me a drink I tell him to look inside the cup and smell it 😂 He gets so mad at me sometimes but it just grosses me out.