I Am Proud To Be Weird

I have this best friend of who I really love so so much. But sometimes, he makes me feel like he doesn't even care. He says stuff that hurt. And he knows that I would get hurt by those things. He says it any way. I really love him but he always gives me a hard time. And also, I have a crush on this other guy from college. I have talked to him in person a little and he knows me. I tried texting him a few times but no conversation took place. He would never sound interested to even talk. I think I should let this crush thing go.. And get over it. Put my energy into something important and worthwhile.