I Accept My Weirdness

I don't what exactly defines being weird. I guess when you're not being yourself and when you're out of the average and not an ORDINARY person or unlike the others your age. Anyways I'll let you (the reader) tell me more about it. So I guess (maybe it actually is) being a teenager can be hard at times. I'm a quite a quiet person. But not all the time though. When I start talking EVERYONE (well, maybe not everyone, but still I'm trying to find someone who actually likes it) makes me stop or starts agreeing with me in a way that I'm making no sense. So I guess I have been weird my whole life. So I'm always trying to stay quiet. More than correcting those who speak, I stay quite and listen to them and correct them in my head. I know I'll be annoying if I ALWAYS do that. So for my quiet observant behavior I've been nicknamed a lot of stuffs. Let's not mention them here. These days have been quite hard though because I became more quiet thinking about theories and formulas, thinking about the universe, thinking about lots of other stuffs. And I began to hate eating. So my mum asked, "What's up? What has been wrong with you? Why have you been acting so WEIRD? Do you have crush on someone like the girls your age?" I didn't know what to say actually. Then I stayed quiet (thats what I always do! lol) for a minute and smiled at her "You are my mum, Idk what to say when you tell me that." Although mum wasn't the first one to do so. I received it from my classmates as well. When I talk too much I feel as if I'm showing off. But if you stay quiet, does it mean always you're in LOVE? (of course I'm in love with thinking, I love to do it more than anything else) I think about all these and I feel like an idiot. I felt shattered though when mum said that. Maybe that was due to my sudden hatred of food.

(Thanks for taking time and reading a thesis on my weirdness, although I can go on for ages.Hope I didn't bore you as MUCH as I wanted to)