when life is so unfair with you.what would you do ?when it feels like black everywhere , when you are crying alone ,no body sees ,they could just see

your smile and toughness !
when you are screaming inside and not out ,
even when God send you someome special or a beautiful gift , but its full of troubles ,
so its wrong timing for this good thing ..whatever ..
is there something to do ? to get out of all of this !!!!!!!!