Is a new being born when one passes through injury?
Imagine a world where every wound is both death and birth, where physical pain is transformation.
22-25, F
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Ferise1 · 46-50, M
What does that mean?
yestestvennaya · 22-25, F
@Ferise1 Does injuring oneself bring transformation? I attacked my arms with razor last night, and felt miserable yet peaceful today. Cleaning the wounds hurt but it felt good. I enjoyed dressing them. I liked having to think about not getting the wounds wet in shower today. I like them. I am not transformed, and I know it won't last, but it is a welcome distraction.
@yestestvennaya
I would love to be given the chance to live my life differently. It’s almost over now and I’ve missed out on so much that I’m never going to have
I would love to be given the chance to live my life differently. It’s almost over now and I’ve missed out on so much that I’m never going to have
yestestvennaya · 22-25, F
@Telcontar Your life has yet to reach its conclusion. Mine also. I wish it would come soon.
I feel hopeless, perhaps cursed. I don't feel there is a way to change it. I have reached conclusions I can't change. My mind feels doomed, weighed down. The only exit, the only path to peace, is death.
I feel hopeless, perhaps cursed. I don't feel there is a way to change it. I have reached conclusions I can't change. My mind feels doomed, weighed down. The only exit, the only path to peace, is death.
@yestestvennaya
You’re still very young and you have so much time to figure things out.
Don’t feel so hopeless. I tried suicide in my early forties?? Maybe late thirties, my memories are unclear because of the treatment I had but the point is that I’m glad now that I failed.
My life has been full of regrets but I know that I have touched the lives of others and helped them through their pain, if I had not been there for them, what would have happened?
My life wasn’t great or even good but the good things that I have done matter.
Even if I can’t have the happiness and joy in life that others have found, at least I played a role in their happiness. I wouldn’t wish for anyone to feel like I have.. I’m happy I could help them to avoid it
You’re still very young and you have so much time to figure things out.
Don’t feel so hopeless. I tried suicide in my early forties?? Maybe late thirties, my memories are unclear because of the treatment I had but the point is that I’m glad now that I failed.
My life has been full of regrets but I know that I have touched the lives of others and helped them through their pain, if I had not been there for them, what would have happened?
My life wasn’t great or even good but the good things that I have done matter.
Even if I can’t have the happiness and joy in life that others have found, at least I played a role in their happiness. I wouldn’t wish for anyone to feel like I have.. I’m happy I could help them to avoid it
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