Loving my darkness

Came with a price
I should have rebuked it the first time it set in
But I didn't
Instead I let it all in along with the voices and rage
I listened to EVERYTHING it had to say about the person I am and the person it wanted me to become

So whenever it came down to fighting for love
I never did ..
I let it slip through my fingers like sand
Holding on to my true companion
My darkness and rage

It cost me my family, my home, my heart and apart of my soul and my sanity...

Still....I have been blessed with favor and love
And after all these yrs...
There may still be a happily ever after for me.