The first girl I ever loved, whom I still deeply love to this day
randomly texted me to say she misses me & to see how I've been. She told me she's been struggling with things lately so we talked. Somehow, the conversation went back to "us" & the way we left things.
She was there for me after my breakup with my kid's mom. We started something intense.. it was more than just sexual. The emotional connection between us has never ever gone away. It's been that way for us ever since we were kids.
I've began to suspect that our purpose in each other's lives is to show each other what real love is supposed to be or feel like. Maybe that's why the universe has never let us ruin that or burn it out between us by being together. Obviously I'm with someone else already & I'm not saying all this because I'm conflicted or planning on messing anything up. I'm content with where I'm at & how life is going at the moment. It's just crazy though how all these women from my past keep showing up all of a sudden lately. Not just one, or two, or even three. It's like four or five at this point.
I'm not sure if it's supposed to be some kind of test or something. All I know is I'm not making the same mistakes I've made in the past. I've grown. I'm healthier. I'm happier. Maybe things will work out with the girl I'm with now or maybe they won't. But right now I owe it to ourselves to allow these feelings to be what they are
She was there for me after my breakup with my kid's mom. We started something intense.. it was more than just sexual. The emotional connection between us has never ever gone away. It's been that way for us ever since we were kids.
I've began to suspect that our purpose in each other's lives is to show each other what real love is supposed to be or feel like. Maybe that's why the universe has never let us ruin that or burn it out between us by being together. Obviously I'm with someone else already & I'm not saying all this because I'm conflicted or planning on messing anything up. I'm content with where I'm at & how life is going at the moment. It's just crazy though how all these women from my past keep showing up all of a sudden lately. Not just one, or two, or even three. It's like four or five at this point.
I'm not sure if it's supposed to be some kind of test or something. All I know is I'm not making the same mistakes I've made in the past. I've grown. I'm healthier. I'm happier. Maybe things will work out with the girl I'm with now or maybe they won't. But right now I owe it to ourselves to allow these feelings to be what they are
