I spent some time with someone
She reminded me of a lot of things from our past. We talked about the first time we kissed & why we never ended up together. That only came up because she mentioned the look in my eyes & how it reminded her of our first kiss.
I told her that I loved her back then & I did want to be with her & she hit me with "why didn't you ever tell me that? 🥺"
She admitted to me how I was her first real love & I admitted that I always felt the same. It's nice to see how far we've come & how different we are but how much we're still the same too. We still struggle in ways but we're not the same dumb kids we used to be. We've learned a lot & changed our lives in so many positive ways. I used to worry about her & she worried about me too. Both of our lives were crazy growing up. It's nice to see we're turning out okay.
Before I left we hugged & just held each other for a while. I noticed how the entire time we talked, I didn't ONCE feel sad about what I'm going through. It was so nice to go for so long without thinking of the same shit over & over. We talked about our past relationships & stuff we've learned over the years. The fact that we both have daughters is pretty cool too. It made me wish I had Naya with me. Her daughter got so excited when she heard I had a daughter too. It's nice to know I can bring my daughter around & they're both excited to meet her.
I told her that I loved her back then & I did want to be with her & she hit me with "why didn't you ever tell me that? 🥺"
She admitted to me how I was her first real love & I admitted that I always felt the same. It's nice to see how far we've come & how different we are but how much we're still the same too. We still struggle in ways but we're not the same dumb kids we used to be. We've learned a lot & changed our lives in so many positive ways. I used to worry about her & she worried about me too. Both of our lives were crazy growing up. It's nice to see we're turning out okay.
Before I left we hugged & just held each other for a while. I noticed how the entire time we talked, I didn't ONCE feel sad about what I'm going through. It was so nice to go for so long without thinking of the same shit over & over. We talked about our past relationships & stuff we've learned over the years. The fact that we both have daughters is pretty cool too. It made me wish I had Naya with me. Her daughter got so excited when she heard I had a daughter too. It's nice to know I can bring my daughter around & they're both excited to meet her.
