How tf am I supposed to carry on? 😔

I've never been so hurt in my life. There's nothing that could ever be said or done to fix it. All I can think about is how you don't really love me. Because someone who loves somebody, doesn't do what you did to me 😔 it just doesn't happen. The fact that you talked to him, drove to his house, let him f*ck you, then lied to me about it while I was at home watching our daughter like a decent father.

That's the kind of person you are. That's the kind of mother you are. & You have no right to make me feel like shit for the way I'm feeling. You say you feel bad but I don't see it or feel that from you. I feel everything that you feel the second you walk through the door... & I don't feel any pain or regret from you right now. I feel the cold. I can FEEL that you don't think you did anything wrong. Even though you tell me the opposite. To you, it doesn't even matter because you don't love me anyway 😔

Magicianzini · M

You're going to have to work on getting her out of your dwelling eventually. This is no way to live. I know you can't do that right now, but that can be your focus. She's put herself in the past. Your biggest concerns are maintaining contact with your daughter after she leaves and getting peace in your existence (by removing her from your place), not in that order necessarily.