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The Daze of Days Inside the Maze

by; Rob Paquin

I live. I love. I laugh.
But so too do I cry.
I make my way through the world
But still I don’t know why

I can see the future in front of me
And I certainly have lived my past
Hopes and expectations
I’ve decided that none of them can last

But what is hope
What’s expectation
After the world’s had its say
Is the sunset a thing for me to heed
Or just the start of another day

My mind flows on in endless circles
As I read all the words so typed
By all the thousand people here
Within their dead of night

I see the words
I feel the angst
My mind does what it does
Contemplating all of it
Simply just because

And if a thing strikes me hard
I’ll probably make a comment
Which doesn’t always go so well
From within the mind I torment

I often over explain myself
Apologizing as I go
As I look back
Upon my past
Knowing that I’m whole

And everyone can take me
However it is they think
And though I hear
That too much I share
I don’t angle the way you think

I’m just trying to be a guy
That some of you may like
I don’t cheat, and I don’t steal
And lying isn’t right

I come off strong at sometimes
As I over explain my thought
But if I typed one thing to you
It’s as honest as I’ve got


But I get how people here
Misunderstand the things I say
Especially when their own life
Has trained them a different way

And I could go on rhyming things
That lay inside my mind
But 5am comes early
For the souls that simply grind

I’m already up too late
Thinking of too many things
And I don’t expect a reaction
Or a reply that gives me wings

In fact most of my friends here
Never react at all
And most of the people that comment
I don’t know at all


But it’s all a whatever now
As my soul drifts in and out
I’m sorry if I struck you wrong
Believe your judgement without a doubt

~ The Snowdog

Pfft !
Perhaps it’s just time for me to take another break?
Maybe I’m just overthinking everything?
Maybe this and maybe that and maybe nothing at all?

Maybe I should just be quiet again?

But yeah….
I feel ya !

Peace

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candycane · 36-40, F
Wishing You Were Here

im sitting in the sand on the beach
the waves are crashing as high tide come in
im thinking of you at this very momment
wishing you was here.

as a big wave crashes and the wind blows my hair
i come back to earth for a minute
seagulls fly by
wishing you was here

i stand look around no ones here
the morning is beatiful
as i wade in the water
wishing you was here

i look down as the waves and water tickle my toes
i find a sharks tooth
as the waves pull the sand back out
wishing you was here

i lay down in the sand
and look up at the clouds
as they slowly drift by
wishing you was here

i close my eyes as i listen
the seagulls.the waves.the beeze.the smell
its so beautiful.as tears roll from my eyes
wishing you was here

KimLynn
HikingMan · 51-55, M
@candycane @candycane That reply deserves its own post.

I find it an amazing thing to see here as a reply to something I posted in my solitude of sadness as I continue to contemplate all of my many mistakes.

Thank you so much for your soulful response.
candycane · 36-40, F
@HikingMan your very welcome

 
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