I Am Me

I find it increasingly difficult at times to be social.Friends give me what I don't expect or want from them.
I find ways to avoid them,cancel parties or don't answer calls,or groupchats ..
still I am dragged into that mundane atmosphere,which makes me uneasy and socially uncomfortable.

I don't want ..but I get often hurt..
I wonder whats wrong with me or is there something wrong even?

If I choose to be unsocial and love my alone time,love spending time only with a few ppl,where am I possibly going wrong..
I don't have any social thirst..

Wonder if there is someone else who feels like me?

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kittykush · 36-40, F

Have you ever looked into certain illnesses? As that can make you feel this way, I feel this way all the time, its part of my illness.

The saying 'NO' to people, that's actually part of it too, and it took me until I was in my 20's to be able to start saying NO to people, well, family, some people just take, make you feel guilty into doing things!

Who wants to sit around hearing others shout and speak about stuff I have no interest in? NO NO NO!

Its very hard for lonely people to find other lonely people as we are always alone! :/