I Am Me

I find it increasingly difficult at times to be social.Friends give me what I don't expect or want from them.
I find ways to avoid them,cancel parties or don't answer calls,or groupchats ..
still I am dragged into that mundane atmosphere,which makes me uneasy and socially uncomfortable.

I don't want ..but I get often hurt..
I wonder whats wrong with me or is there something wrong even?

If I choose to be unsocial and love my alone time,love spending time only with a few ppl,where am I possibly going wrong..
I don't have any social thirst..

Wonder if there is someone else who feels like me?

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JoyfulSilence · 46-50, M

I am pervy and like to sex chat at times.

And I have a secret. I think you and I chatted once on Answermug and I ignored you and some other guy there because you both started talking about astrology and I think it is all fake and I got annoyed.

So most people I end up blocking.