I Am Me

I find it increasingly difficult at times to be social.Friends give me what I don't expect or want from them.
I find ways to avoid them,cancel parties or don't answer calls,or groupchats ..
still I am dragged into that mundane atmosphere,which makes me uneasy and socially uncomfortable.

I don't want ..but I get often hurt..
I wonder whats wrong with me or is there something wrong even?

If I choose to be unsocial and love my alone time,love spending time only with a few ppl,where am I possibly going wrong..
I don't have any social thirst..

Wonder if there is someone else who feels like me?

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Soulspace · F

Serenitree:You made me feel so lighter .I am happy that I am not alone..thanks a lot for the support..
I do feel one should be able to enjoy one's company the most...

Love and peace with our inner self..

Joyfulsilence:I think so..I need a good company of intellectually caring ppl..and someone who is atleast not made up..I need REAL ppl.and unfortunately .the search is still on..

Quizling:You spoke my words..I am increasingly becoming different..and using my brains everywhere which I think is wrong..
very much..but like you,trying hard to resolve..

I just don't want wrong ppl in my life..so I think mental confinement is much better..